blahblahblah *yawn*

it is now 2.25am.

and i was working on my short story very very hard.

and to be very honest, my mind is not even functioning properly.

i really wish to write. you dont know how much i've missed my blog today at school. it was as if daydreaming about it whenever i had a break (and sometimes even when i didn't). but then, it's kind of pointless to write a piece of crap without much proper thought put into it, or simply turning this into a haven where i can swear as much as i want or complaining how bad my day has been.

i once thought today, technically yesterday, was going to be one of the best days ever with fine weather, a good start of the day and most importantly, i've started my blog!! until i had a little quarrel and some, ahem, human relations issues to deal with. aha. i know my day was bad. and this is not what i wanted to be on my lovelayy blog.

promise. tomorrow. photos. real kick start of something lily-ish. xx

p.s. i'm indeed quite happy with my short story, though i do doubt if anyone will have the patience to read through the whole thing thoroughly...but the passion never dies. and i'm not going to waste my plot at all. so pur-lease, look forward to it, s'il vous plait.

lily.kylie proudly presents

Behind the Veils

Foreword (Synopsis)

“I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way."

Natalie Bedingfield, “Unwritten”

That was the lyrics that I was listening to when I was taking my flight to Washington, D.C., in hopes of changing, or perhaps trying to change, a tiny bit of the world and bring some justice to it with the limited power a teenager has.

Looking back, that was the greatest irony ever in my life.

To myself - for recording my first glimpse of the world.

coming soon. very soon in fact.

prologue.

it has been an urging hunger for a few months. and no matter how hard i tried to force myself sleep earlier (since today is the last day of easter holiday BOO!), nothing is going to stop me from starting a blog - a proper one - tonight. i've told myself, kylie lee, if your not starting one tonight, you never are going to.

so here i am!

have you seen harry potter's 6th volume? remember how harry and dumbledore went to search for voldemort's horcruxes? i never realised how brilliant this idea was until i found myself multi-charactered and i need some private spaces to hide my very own feelings at scatter corners. the original idea was to start a series of blogs with different usernames (and probably with different blogging devices), each blog represents a horcrux, a part of my soul.

another push factor of making myself start a blog was my pathetic start as a junior freelance writer at a local newspaper for the youth. it was indeed pathetic cos my articles were either unreceived, rejected or ignored. and so i told myself, you dont need a publisher. you yourself can be a publisher. well i guess it is happening now!

and of course there's this inspiration from successful bloggists like tavi, bryanboy etc...afterall it is the little fame monster luring me isnt it.

but anyhows, i just wish to say that i have a die-hard passion for this blog (i've never spent 15 mins staring at the screen just to think of a decent name) and i'm determined to give it some wow factors. its going to be something related my wacky style, my sentiments and thoughts, my daily life, bits and bobs of everything. its going to be experimental, risk-taking, but most importantly, genuine. let's see how far this is going to take me to.

hmm today's a good day...i can feel rebirth in me

loads of wordlove

lily xx